Those days I’m always finding myself smiling. Not with just with my lips but my eyes and heart.
Although I’m drowning in school work, am “working” 4 days a week, haven’t seen my family for more than 2 months, live in the smallest apartment ever, have no car and no income at the moment.. I just can’t help it.
I walk home in the darkness and smile. I see a squirrel when I look out my window in the morning and smile. I see colorful people in the tunnelbana and smile. I see a muslim guy in school praying on his mattress in a corner and smile. I watch a YouTube video with my Pakistan group-partner and smile. I get a kiss and powerful hugs from my boys and smile. I meet new people every week and smile. I listen to Björgvin Halldórsson while cleaning and smile. I eat an apple pie in the cutest coffee house and smile. I lay down in the snow, watch the stars and smile.
And there are million other reasons. It’s not complicated. And I just can’t help it. I’m so happy !